I am just writing this blog because I would like to meet other shy black people. I ran across diary of a shy black womans blog page and it is like we are the same person. So I figure if one shy black woman is out there than there are probably thousands and it just seems like black people are not shy. I haven't met any except my sister and father who are also shy.
I am also married to a man who is very outgoing and loves attention, and that is very hard to deal with. I would rather just live by myself than try to get him and his family to understand what I go through. Oh yeah his family thinks I am just stuck up and weird and really don't have anything to do with me because they took me the wrong way when I first started going around them. And I am too shy to try and be the one to make the first move and visit them on my own.
I have 2 teenage children who I prayed for that they wouldn't be shy. They are not, well my son is quiet but not as shy as me and my daught is like her father. But at times they don't understand me either.
There is so much I could say but it is getting late. I would be on this computer all night. I am going to try this blogging thing because I haven't ever tried to do anything like this. Believe it or not I am too shy to let my family know that I look up shy websites so I wait until they are not at home to even search for anything on shyness and if they walk in the room I will just click out of the page. Crazy ain't it? Well maybe some of you out there understand where I am coming from. Ok well I will say good night now.
